I am Mattie
I live by a deeper pulse—one that keeps calling me further inward, further upward.
Even after the breakthroughs. Even after the joy. Even after experiencing the peace.
There’s always more. Another layer. A truth not yet spoken. A self not yet embodied.
If you’ve felt that too—if something in you knows there’s still more to become—then you’re already in the field of what I offer.
I don’t guide from theory. I guide from embodiment.
I’ve been through the burn of overextending. I’ve rebuilt from emotional collapse. I’ve learned to trust my own timing—even when it made no sense to anyone else. I’ve had to choose courage—again and again—when ease or retreat would have been simpler. Every frequency I speak to, I’ve walked through.
I am a Manifestor I’m here to initiate you.
I walk the walk. I talk the talk. I carve the path so others can see what’s possible. I will disrupt, awaken, and activate—not to coddle, but to catalyse.
When you’re ready, I’ll launch you into the next level of your expression—transmitting an energy that stays with you long after we’ve met.
This is what I do.
It’s what I was born for.
My Energy
I’m an Emotional Manifestor, designed to catalyze, disrupt, and elevate frequency.
I’m a 3/5 profile with a Triple Split Definition—a dynamic, multi-streamed being who integrates through movement, interaction, and emotional clarity.
I carry the Right Angle Cross of Consciousness 1 (63/64, 5/35), an archetype of illumination through inquiry, experience, and emotional depth.
Pisces Sun, Virgo Moon, Taurus Rising. Pisces North Node. My life is a journey of mystical inquiry, emotional depth, and embodied truth.
Me and My
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Doubt is my fuel. But it hasn’t always felt that way. I’ve spent a long time caught in the shadow—questioning everything, including myself, and letting the pressure distort my truth. Over time, I’ve learned that doubt isn’t my enemy—it’s an invitation.
I don’t offer answers; I hold space for questions that open portals. I’ve had to meet the unknown with courage, not control. Truth, I’ve discovered, isn’t a destination. It’s a frequency I continue to return to—again and again.
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Confusion used to feel like a fog I had to fight through. I wanted answers, structure, something to hold onto. But over time, I’ve learned to listen within the haze. I’ve felt the discomfort of not knowing and the tension of trying to force clarity.
Eventually, I surrendered. And from that surrender came vision—not because I solved the puzzle, but because I softened into it. I don’t illuminate by explaining—I do it by being. I now walk with others through their confusion until their own light appears.
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Waiting used to feel unbearable—like I was wasting time, missing my chance. I spent years trying to force life into alignment. But the more I pushed, the more things slipped. It wasn’t until I let go—fully—that I began to feel the rhythm beneath it all.
My radiance doesn’t come from doing. It comes from trust, timing, and knowing I don’t have to rush to be radiant. I now help others reconnect with their own inner tempo—the one that always leads them home.
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There’s a fire in me that’s always wanted more — more life, more emotion, more depth. For a long time, that hunger was frantic. I tried to satisfy it with experiences, chaos – even comfort through food. But nothing truly filled me.
Only when I stopped chasing and started feeling did everything change. Now, that same hunger moves through me as creative life force—not desperation. I don’t fear the unknown. I live in it. And I help others find liberation not in stillness, but in the fullness of experience.
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Shock has always followed me. I’ve triggered others simply by being myself—by moving fast, speaking truth, disrupting comfort. At first, I tried to soften myself, to fit into expectations. But that only dimmed my fire.
I’ve since learned that my energy is here to catalyse, not conform. The ones who are ready for me will feel it like lightning—and rise. I’m not here to explain myself. I’m here to awaken what’s dormant in you.
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I used to twist myself to maintain harmony—adapting, anticipating, absorbing what wasn’t mine. I could feel the unspoken tension in a room, and I made it my job to fix it. But all that did was entangle me in other people’s patterns.
The work was never outside—it was in me. I’ve learned to clear my field, to name what’s mine, and to choose connection from wholeness, not obligation.
Now, I help others break free of inherited patterns so they can show up clean, clear, and in integrity.
My Channels: How My Energy Moves
64–47 | Channel of Abstraction
I’ve lived in the fog of not-knowing—where thoughts swirl, meanings collapse, and clarity feels just out of reach.
But this channel has taught me to trust the pause.
I don’t rush to conclusions. I let insight ripen.
I weave meaning through time, through feeling, through inner sight.
The story always comes—clearer, deeper, wiser than I could’ve forced.
25–51 | Channel of Initiation
My life has been a series of unexpected awakenings—often uncomfortable, always transformative.
This energy doesn’t whisper. It roars. I’ve learned to let it break me open.
I don’t just hold space—I am the spark that ignites it.
If you're near me when your soul is ready, something will shift. You may not know what happened. You’ll just know something new has begun.
35–36 | Channel of Transitoriness
I’ve ridden emotional waves that made no sense to anyone else—not even me.
But I’ve learned to surrender to their rhythm.
This channel holds the beauty of the chaos, the ecstasy of change.
I feel deeply, move quickly, burn brightly.
I hold space for the wild unknown—for the feelings we can’t name, and the breakthroughs that follow them.
Together, these frequencies shape me as a storykeeper, a disruptor, and a guide through radical self-reclamation.
What You’ll Experience in My Space
To be in my field is to feel yourself again. To feel what’s real beneath the noise. To sense the deeper pulse of your life—and your next evolution.
In my space, you’ll likely experience moments of intensity, clarity, and emotional truth. You may feel disrupted, but only because something inside you is ready to wake up. The patterns that once kept you safe may no longer hold. And the parts of you that have been waiting—quietly, patiently—will begin to stir.
You’ll feel invited into your own timing. Into your own clarity. Into your own truth.
This is not therapy. This is not coaching. This is initiation. It’s for the ones who are ready to meet themselves beyond the story.
I’m not here for everyone—and I’m at peace with that.
If you're looking for comfort, certainty, or a clearly mapped-out process, I’ll likely feel like too much, too soon.
But if you're looking for something real—something raw, catalytic, and wildly alive—I may be exactly what you've been waiting for.
I don’t offer formulas. I don’t offer promises. I offer presence. I offer frequency. I offer the kind of clarity that comes only from within—and I hold the space for you to meet it.
This work is for the self-responsible. The self-led. The ones who’ve done the groundwork and are ready to burn through the next layer.
If you still need someone to rescue you, I’m not your person.
If you're ready to initiate your next level—I’m already holding the door open.
This is not the beginning of your journey.
This is the threshold.